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My dilemma is very common, My disease is widely spread, Dreamers call it love, Some call it foolishness, Others call it blindness, I call it misfortune, I like her, I like him, I want to devote my life to him, But I like her, And he likes her, He loves her, He burns for her, He would die for her, What to do? What to do when you are struck by a fatal arrow released by a blind baby? What to do when the sweet peaceful sleep is stolen from you? And all that remains is inert numbness and the thousands of thoughts and emotions that devour, tear, and destroy you? What to do when you know you can't gather the shattered pieces of you

It's funny how life lures you into taking different roads, trying new stuff, and you get too caught up in the moment, too preocupied by the details to acctually catch a breath and look at the big picture. But life also has funny ways to slap you in the face, wake you up from your day-dreaming and incite to see what you've become in order to redivert you to the right trail. I've strayed from the path I had promissed myself I would follow, I've compromised some principles,given up on some beliefs, forgotten some friends, got carried away by the flow and that's when I realised that life is taking me in the wrong course... when you're not swimm

" wein ma ri7te w wein ma jite, wein ma sefarte w wein ma baramte, ou3a tinse baladik, ou3a tinse lebnen" wsiyye 7milta bi ra2ebte... kif badde insa lebnen ? w lebnen jize2 ma byitjazza2 minne! lebnen 3ouroubte w 3onfouweine Lebnen shaghafe w 7ilme lebnen toufoulte w zikrayete Lebnen tajaddoude l de2im w infite7e la kil 2il 7adarat wil mou3takadat Lebnen ikhtilefe 3an 2il kil w tanakoude la nafse lebnen sira3e ma3 2il kil w ma3 nafse lebnen ma7abbte lal kil w la nafse Lebnen imene bi Allah w bi hawiyyte Lebnen ta2ir finike byi7ro2 7alo bi ido w byirja3 byitjaddad min rmedo Sha2fit ared zghire, no2ta 3al kharita, no2ta mitna2da w m